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My Healing Journey

Getting My Back Right

A disc in my lower back is bulging and pinching a nerve. It's not catastrophic — but it's real, and it's on me to fix it.

What's actually going on

At the very bottom of my spine — the joint between L5 and S1 — the cushion (the disc) between two vertebrae has bulged outward. The ligaments around it have also thickened.

The result: the tunnel my spinal cord runs through is a bit narrower than it should be, and the bulge is gently pressing on the nerve that runs down my left leg.

The disc itself is a little dried out, and the natural curve in my lower back has flattened — both signs that this area has been under stress for a while.

How serious is it?

Mild to Moderate
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Honestly? It's not an emergency. Plenty of people walk around with exactly this and never know. But it's also not nothing — left alone, it tends to get worse, not better.

The good news: at this stage, it's the kind of thing that responds well to consistent rehab — strengthening the core, fixing posture, losing pressure on the spine. No surgery needed if I do the work.

MRI Date
April 19, 2026
Location
L5–S1 (lower back)
Rest of Spine
All clear
Note to self

Nobody else lives in this body. Your partner can't feel it, your parents can't fix it — only you can show up every day and do the work. Do it because you want to feel like yourself again. That's reason enough.